So i finally decided for a premanent blog title

CAUTION TENDENCY TO RAMBLE: So i think at first mother of a blue eyed angel fit me but now i don't know i just feel like something has changed in me and that there is going to be just that self discovery in my life... mind blowing self discovery and even bigger self change. alot to think about lately been crying alot randomly since saturday. i couldn't even get through sacrament .. well i already felt like crying but then my bestfriend did a i am a child of god flute number and i was done. mom needed to stay at home because she was on call from work so i had to stay til the end and i had another moment in primary that was just not a good day.i've kinda just stayed depressed and have decided to stay there just for now and do some soul searching and deep meditating. i have this little book of love quotes that i thin that i just might start using for my blogs because you never really can tell when a internet site can be trustworthy. found some really cute pics of hyrum on a old memory stick and i will post some . i really enjoyed watching a video of him half crawling and by the way this post is going over a few days... The horrific earthquakes and tsunamis have happened in japan and i am wanting to start a project to gather clothes and diapers and baby items for the babies of japan... i'm going to talk to my relief society president and see how it works out. she might even already have something going because she is really into those kinda things.March 29th i posted today :sometimes i wish my hands fit around my brothers neck... so i've gone from wanting to push him down the stairs to wanting to choke him but i'm not going to go into that today i plan on finally posting this otherwise it will keep going and going and going and i don't want that to happen no ?no. anywho started indexing and so far have finished nine batches (which means 815)i'm really excited and motivated about i hope that i can stay motivated but ya know well i guess i'm done for the last few days....i'm so sleepy