being bipolar

finding out that i was bipolar changed my life in alot of ways. after years and years of being told that i was adhd and depression... i finally came across a doctor who...so to say... helped me find the light and to understand why i was the way i was and it's been an up hill battle since i first found out...i got on the meds , placed a baby up for adoption, had two seizures shortly after and have had a few medicine mess ups that have been not so nice. but at the end of the day i can say that i went through alot but in the end i landed on my feet and the only thing that i can do is look to the future for it is bright.
on a less serious note i turned around to find hyrum on his belly reading his buzz library book from the library i'm so excited because he usually doesn't do very good with books ... but you know what two year old does.
not sure wether i will ever get a week where i sleep solidy every night... that would be a dream. i got to keep up with my meds and pray alot. also had a scary moment today turns out my brother had left glass cup on the table where hyrum can reach it and i turn around i see him taking a big old drink from it... next time i might not be so lucky ... so the task of talking to my bro about it is mine alas it will be short and hopefully sweet if he decideds to listen to what i say. well good bye for now i hope you like the changes i made to my blog's apperance !!!