and not in a particularly good mood... i started writing something might i say awe inspiring for somebody and well i screwed it up and lets just say that i am really upset because i have like the worst memory know to man...well i guess i'll just have to breathe *exhales* and have to move on i'm sure another ' ah hah so i am a writer' moment will come and then i will get a diffrent message to that same friend ... but man does that make me want to ..hold on *clop clop clop... slam of the door ...SCREAM... another door slam...clop clop clop clop* okay well that's semi better but it will have to do for now.
i've been having alot of weird dreams lately... 2 of which have included a guy i like which has never happend before... but i'm sure thats just me brain just reminding me that i like him .but then there are these other dreams that are just downright unsettling... like i had this dream where i was pregnant again and in part of my dream i was in a doctors office and the doctor was telling me that the baby was going to be born choking on blood and that he wouldn't survive ... and then the baby stopped moving ... next thing i know i'm sitting on a hospital bed in an hospital gowned watching a nurse clean the baby and then she hands the baby to me... the baby looks perfectly healthy ... and then my dad walks in the door and i had him the baby ... thank goodness that my mom woke me up before i could dream the rest of the dream. so i have started to pray to heavenly father to help me understand my dreams.
i've been sleeping on the floor of my room lately and i'd have to sy that it is quite comfortable .
Here are some new things in my life since last time ... 10 cavities, 1 root canal, and all my wisdom teeth out ... i got hyrum's hair cut (i almost cried) ...reading a new book called Ever After By Karen Kingsbury (and i'm almost finished )...hyrum now has a physical therapist .. another new thing is that i had my second visit with barec and i am so totally stoked for my third in april ...i have offically decided on my major (speech pathology)...and oh i have offically fallen in love with my pillow...
Most of all i am praying for Noah Daniel ... a little boy who is in the hospital in critical condition...i am also praying for his mother and family.
well goodnight readers... i have get to sleep before my body decides to bug out and lose the ability to go to sleep ...
until next time
<3 Much Love <3
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