hello dear world i have returned !!!

well it's been i think like a month since i last blogged . Hyrum is talking like crazy. i 'm lookin for a job . went with my dad for a heart test. i went for a sleep deprivation EEG . found out that i have not 8 but 10 cavities so far. my mom went out of town . we have just been really busy. but i think the two most important things that have happened to me have been the the adoption conference that i spoke at and i sang for the first time in years and then the day before mother's day for the first time since his birth i got to hold and feed and visit with barec and his beautiful parents. The memories that i make with them and the pictures i receive will last a lifetime. To tell you the truth i don't where i would be had it not been for the birth of hyrum and barec they changed my life forever . i am such a different person then i was two years ago... i shudder to think that had not been for those two beautiful little boys or the many ppl I've met along the way ...some of them my good Samaritans so to say saving me when the world had beat me down i have so many people to thank for all that i am today. but most of all i have to thank is my father in heaven who has been there every step of the way holding my hand and picking me back up after every fall or spill ive taken. it has taken my entire life to truley say that i am converted . i love my father in heaven and i know now that he loves me ....isn't wonderful to know that we are sons and daughters of god!!!