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Tuesday, August 30, 2011

update

Hyrum started school on the 11th and i am so proud of him he is doing so well....Dad was in the hospital with bleeding ulcers we really thought he was having a heart attack ( like the heart attack) but thank god he is doing so much better.... still teaching the CTR 5 ... got a job and then lost a job...within three weeks that was great... can't quite remember the name of the book that i'm reading right now... had a nasty sinus infection.... and i think that just about sums it up ....

Monday, August 1, 2011

Panic Attack

In the last few months i have picked up some more mental baggage... Panic attacks...what my doctor calls nocturnal panic attacks and just plain freak out panic attacks. My dad had to go to the hospital for medical reasons and i was fine for awhile then it hit me that i was alone in the house with hyrum... all by myself. then it became hard to breathe i was crying and i just felt paralyzed liked i couldn't move my parents found me like that. i didn't know i could get like that it was lucky for me that i already had my panic drugs on board or who knows what could have happend.... i feel really drained i am so lucky to have the parents that i do that were understanding and calm...even my poor dad who gave up his side of the bed so i could sleep by my mom. *sigh* i think i need to stop watching murder mystery shows ....not to mention i didn't sleep well the night before.... so okay i''m done blogging about that.
so i have had one interview and it turned out to be a no go but i will trek on in my search of a job not to mention i need to look into school. just alot and not alot going on right now... i wish that i could get out more and go on more adventure adventures you know what i mean?
Hyrum just poured out the salt all over who knows where... i guess i should go clean it up ....ugh ....

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

This is going to be short

So recieved a paper that said that i would loose my health coverage as of the first of august... went do to the family services place and straightened things out ... now if only i could find the missing pay stub. Also i can't believe that in a few short weeks hyrum will be joining the ranks of children starting school i am torn between excitment and sadness.... excitement for this new adventure for my little boy and sadness that he isn't a baby anymore... i am still in love with my phone and have successfully dropped it a bajillion times... poor phones they don't even stand a chance with me. brother spending the day with us not thrilled but i'll deal with it. didn't get the kroger job oh well will keep trying.... had an amazing time with my friend who stayed with us for three days.... i love you amber... have had lots of headaches .... going to the doctor today.... and that is my short post.... before i get hunted down by the angry mother ....

Thursday, July 14, 2011

Lots of things






So Finally here is my NEW phone it is my baby and i am going to be very careful with this one ... the other one not so much even though it lasted quite awhile lol. poor thing.so i think this past wensday was the busy day i've ever had.... the morning was just nothing and around 1230 hyrums fav playmate came over and was there til about four thirty and then at sevenish by best friend since highschool came over with her children one of who is her 7 week old son who is just adorable ... i didn't want her to take him home!!! and her daughter andhyrum had so much fun playing. but around nineish they went home and i put hyrum to bed and then around eleven thirty my newest bestie has been with us since she is going home tomorrow and that makes me very sad... because i get lonely alot i really do. that's been about it but alot at once... for once i've actually been busy and it was great. TheBIG thing that is happening today is that the descisions are being made today about who gets jobs and who doesn't ....i'm not so sure so all my readers please pray or at least think of me today i need the thoughts and prayers ... well catch ya later

Saturday, July 9, 2011

NEW PHONE

post and pics to come also my views on parenting a child in his terrible three's

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

10 foods that can help you sleep

10 Foods That Can Help You Sleep By Sarah Jio


Trying to get more shut-eye? Take a look at your diet. Eating the right foods in the hours before you hit the hay may help you fall asleep faster, say experts, and even improve the quality of your sleep. Keep reading for your get-sleepy grocery list, and remember to stop noshing two hours before bedtime to give your body enough time to properly digest.

Almonds



“Almonds are a winner,” says Jacob Teitelbaum, MD, medical director of the Fibromyalgia and Fatigue Centers, and author of the bestselling book From Fatigued to Fantastic! “They contain magnesium which promotes both sleep and muscle relaxation,” he says. “And they have the added benefit of supplying proteins that can help maintain a stable blood sugar level while sleeping, and help promote sleep by switching you from your alert adrenaline cycle to your rest-and-digest cycle.” Try this bedtime snack: Have a tablespoon of almond butter or a 1-ounce portion of almonds to help your body relax. Photo: Shutterstock


Tea



Yes, avoiding all caffeine in the evening hours is key, but some decaf varieties can help get you into sleep mode, says Dr. Teitelbaum. “Chamomile tea is a very helpful and safe sleep aid,” he says, adding that green tea is another good choice. “Green tea contains theanine, which helps promote sleep. Just be sure you get a decaf green tea if drinking it at bedtime.” Experts recommend trying a 1-cup serving of the hot stuff. Photo: Thinkstock


Miso Soup



You love to order this comforting, broth-based soup in Japanese restaurants, but keeping a few 8-ounce packs of instant miso soup at home may be key when you’re having trouble falling asleep, says Stella Metsovas, CN, a nutritionist in Laguna Beach, California. Here’s why: Miso contains amino acids that may boost the production of melatonin, a natural hormone that can help induce the yawns. Bonus: Research shows that warm liquids like soup and tea may also relieve cold symptoms, helping you sleep better when you're feeling under the weather. Photo: Shutterstock

Find out 9 surprising facts about your dreams and what they mean.

Banana



Worried about falling asleep tonight? Have a banana before bed, says Saundra Dalton-Smith, MD, an internist and the author of Set Free to Live Free: Breaking Through the 7 Lies Women Tell Themselves. “Bananas are an excellent source of magnesium and potassium, which help to relax overstressed muscles. They also contain tryptophan, which convert to serotonin and melatonin, the brain’s key calming hormones." Try this tasty and incredibly simple bedtime smoothie: Blend one banana with one cup of milk or soy milk (and ice, if desired). Pour and enjoy! Photo: Shutterstock


Dairy



Yogurt, milk and cheese do contain tryptophan, notes Dr. Dalton-Smith, but also have a surprising sleep-inducing nutrient: “Calcium is effective in stress reduction and stabilization of nerve fibers, including those in the brain." That means a serving of your favorite Greek yogurt before bed can not only help you sleep, but also help you stop worrying about the weird thing your boss said earlier at work. Photo: Thinkstock






Oatmeal



You eat it for breakfast, but could a bowl of warm oatmeal help you get more rest? Yes, says Stephan Dorlandt, a clinical nutritionist based in Southern California. “Think about it,” he says. “Oatmeal is warm,soft, soothing, easy to prepare, inexpensive and nourishing. It’s rich in calcium, magnesium, phosphorus, silicon and potassium—the who's who of nutrients known to support sleep.” But go easy on the sweeteners; too much sugar before bed can have an anti-calming effect. Instead, consider topping your bowl with fruit, like bananas (see above). Photo: Shutterstock


Hard-Cooked Egg



If you have trouble staying asleep at night, it may be because you didn’t eat a pre-bedtime snack high in protein, or perhaps your snack was too high in simple, high-sugar carbohydrates, like cake and candy. “The problem with simple carbs is that they can put you on a ‘sugar roller coaster’ and drop your blood sugar while you're sleeping, causing you to wake at 2 or 3 in the morning,” says Dr. Teitelbaum. A better bet? “Eat an egg, cheese, nuts or other protein-rich snack instead,” he says, “so you can not only fall asleep, but stay asleep.” Photo: Shutterstock


Edamame



Craving a salty snack before bed? Turn to lightly salted edamame, says Dr. Dalton-Smith—especially if you’re dealing with menopause-related symptoms. “The natural estrogen-like compounds found in soy-based products can be very beneficial in controlling those nighttime hot flashes that can disturb your sleep,” she says. If it’s crackers and dip you’re craving, try making this easy edamame recipe: In a food processor, blend together 2 cups of shelled, cooked edamame with 1 tsp salt, a drizzle of olive oil and 1 clove garlic (optional) until smooth. Photo: Thinkstock


Cherries



Oddly, a glass of cherry juice may be an effective way to fall asleep faster, says a team of researchers from the University of Pennsylvania and University of Rochester. In their study, they found that cherries, particularly tart cherries, naturally boosted the body’s supply of melatonin, which helped people with insomnia. While the jury is still out on how much juice or how many cherries are needed to make you sleepy, experts say sipping a glass of cherry juice (available at most natural foods stores) or having a serving of fresh, frozen or dried cherries before bedtime couldn’t hurt. Photo: Thinkstock


Cereal



There’s no need to feel guilty about having a small bowl of cereal before bed, especially if it’s a low-sugar, whole-grain cereal. Not only is it a healthy snack (make sure you top it with milk to give your body the protein it needs), but it may also help you snooze. “Complex carbohydrate–rich foods increase the availability of tryptophan in the bloodstream, increasing the sleep-inducing effects,” says Dr. Dalton-Smith. Bonus: Top your bowl with a sprinkling of dried cherries (see above) for extra help catching your zzz's. Photo: Thinkstock


Original article appeared on WomansDay.com.

GAH!!!!!

so i finally think that i've found my blog title and now ... well it's driving me crazy because i hate it ... i suppose i will eventually find the right blog name... i mean it seems to me that most everyone stays with one name and that's it. i just don't know. had a good weekend ... work went smoothly(for the most part) and had a friend come to church with me and stay the night that i haven't seen in a long while. i'm pretty excited shes coming to church with us next weekend and and staying the weekend. The best part is she's bringing a cot so i don't have to sleep on the floor. i feel pretty blah...or maybe it's just mixed feelings there's been just so much going on... family wise ...i just don't know... just oh goodness i don't know how to feel. i don't want to say this...but part of this is bipolar... i just want so badly to understand myself and understand my illness.what to do what to do?!?!